I attempt to nap - self portrait with Chicago
It's true, I am so exhausted I don't know what to do. Please check back tomorrow, and see if I have figured it out; to see if I have revived a bit. I don't think it is a bad thing that I am exhausted. I think it is a good thing. I think it is because I have healed so much that I simply cannot sleep until I heal a bit more.
I am too tired to explain.
And no, the nap with Chicago did not work. I lay awake the whole time. My doc gave me some sleeping pills, Ambien. I took two last night, then lay awake for four hours straight, listening to Sunflower sleep, listening to Pistol-Yero sleep. After that, I slept sporadically for three hours, then got up. I'm pretty sure that I slept sporadically, anyway. I felt like I was awake the whole, yet I kept remembering things that seemed to have just happened but could not have happened had I been in bed, so these events must have been dreams.
Unfortunately, I no longer remember any of them. This convinces me even more that they were dreams.
Oh, if I could but be like these cats! They have no problem falling asleep. They sleep long and often, with no problem at all.